What a horrible thing to do. I find myself having a hard time wrapping my brain around the fact that someone I once loved, who I felt had an actual heart at one point in time, could do something so cold and heartless to someone he once called a friend. Upon hearing of this Judas-like behavior I made up my mind to finally be done with him forever. I don’t need someone who treats people like that in my life.
I was told “He abandons people, so of course he expects other people to do the same thing to the people in his life. He puts no value on actual friendships.” and it’s true. He manipulates, he jumps to horrendous conclusions, he wont listen to anyone, and he tries to turn people against other people. He’s dead to me.
Now if only I can get over the anger and the heartbreak I feel because of him. I loved him so much before, and it’s difficult to release all of that and trade it in for a world where he doesn’t even exist for me-especially where we still have a few mutual friends (the ones that haven’t totally disowned him, which a lot of them have done now.) I’m not much for feeling hatred, I used to think I was incapable of hating, but right now? I hate him.
You can mess with me all you want, but the minute you start messing with the people I love, you’re out.