Confessions, B*tchy Resting Face, & New Sponsor Options

I Confess…
I’ve been hearing about the Instagram accounts being shut down and I get nervous!  I wonder what that is all about!

I Confess…
I picked up these two pretty journals this week, they look like they’are going to be so fun!

I Confess…
I let myself get too wrapped up in rejection.  Honestly, I really didn’t think my date Sunday went too badly… He answered the phone twice, I called him on it and he seemed okay that I called him on it… However when I get nervous I hide behind my humor, so I did tease him quite a bit.  I haven’t heard from him since so I am thinking he was too offended.  Which is too bad, as I’d really like to go out again and get the opportunity to be more relaxed and not so nervous!  First dates suck.  I hate them.

I Confess…
I may or may not have drank an entire bottle (or more) of wine Monday night while dealing with what was already pretty sure was rejection.  I thought I had gotten off scott free when I woke up without a hangover, but it hit me around 10am on Tuesday… Not too bad, just queasy and tired.

I Confess…
I may or may not have sent a letter to said guy I went on a date with.  It was such a nice letter though.  I apologized if I offended him, and wished him the best of luck if I didn’t see him again.  A.K.A if he was the disappearing type, which I’m starting to come to the conclusion that he is.  Oh well.

I Confess…
I was just talking to Karen about how much I hate that guys just disappear when a simple text saying “Hey, it’s not going to work out” would easily clear it up.  Seems so cowardly-and I’ve experienced it so many times. Then I picked up The Between Boyfriends Book that Beth (by way of Aubrey) sent me, and the very first paragraph said:

“Men are good at a lot of things.  Breaking up is not one of them.  When a woman wants to break up with a man, she invites him over for dinner, cooks his favorite dish, and tells him she’s seeing his best friend.  It’s all very straightforward and diplomatic. But men have this aversion to endings.  They prefer to take the passive mode, allowing the relationship to end itself.  Men can’t be bothered with dramatic farewells, the questioning of motives, discussions.  They are bored.  They want out. Goodbye.” – Cindy Chupack

I Confess…
I have not been very good at not eating my emotions this week.  I’ve enjoyed too many things I’d avoided when sticking to my WW points…  I also gained 2+ lbs.  So I need to get back into business and back into getting myself to uber hotness.  Curry was kind of worth it though…

I Confess…
I changed my sponsorship options up just a little.  Prices are remaining the same for now, but will probably go up at the end of Summer (not much, I still want them to be pretty reasonable).  I mostly did away with featured posts as I don’t seem to get to them as well, I’m thinking of just splitting up the sponsor round-ups per size, and doing mostly interviews and guest posts with the bigger ones.

I Confess…
It’s possible I also suffer from Bitchy Resting Face:

I Confess…
I’m so ready for the weekend.  Here’s what I’ll be jamming out to!

Angie

Angie is a coffee-fueled writer, artist-wanna-be, and over-worker who currently resides in a tiny fixer-upper near Salt Lake City with her boyfriend and 70lb rescue pittie. She works full time in Customer Service/Computers, part-time in retail and fashion, goes to school part-time on and off, maintains this and another couple of blogs, as well as volunteers with rescue dogs. In her free time, what little of it there is, she likes to read, play nerd games, craft and create art, and spend time with all of the awesome people in her life.

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